Friday, December 11, 2015

dream with open eyes



It’s supposed to get colder tonight, tomorrow, tomorrow night, but right now I sit with the space heater in waiting mode.  In our last conversation class everyone talked well on subjects everyone was interested in getting their word in and I made sure the quiet ones were grilled on issues that need attention:  Abdul, is your wife going to wear the blue burqa?  An emphatic yes.  Oh, he speaks Dari he’s different and the commotion went up a decibel and I looked at this kid with jewish curls of hair under his ears and I don’t believe it.

There are Muslims here who believe Pashtunwali has more merit than Islam. 

And it is understood in a room full of college graduates and present students that the blue burqa is an import from Rajastan and its merry maharajah’s who practiced purdah.

They are women on purdah and there’s nothing in the Koran that condones it.  And you look at him and he is poker face with a tad bit of concern because I am looking at him like a psychiatrist with a hand saw I guess, ha ha. 

But I’m glad this class has finished.  Good day to you all.

8:08pm—The power has gone off and I should go for tea.  And maybe a slice of old pound cake if it’s still ok.  

The Day After

Monday Dec. 8-1941

 Feast of The Immaculate Conception.

Dear Charles,
             Well the radio is humming and newspaper extra’s on the street.
 This being a holiday Richard and I went down to 6-15 mass, as he had to go to school.  I stayed for 7 oclock for you, I do hope your well, not getting any mail does make one anxious.

Again I beg God to be good to our Men in service. God be with you and keep you always.
           
Love Mother

12/8/41         20th day out—Things have really started to pop to-day when news was received of Japan attacking Honolulu and the island of Guam, and on the Hawaiian island of Oahu, oil tanks and hangers of the U.S. airfield were hit and destroyed by Jap bombers.  It has been reported that Jap parachutes have landed in the Philippines.—The U.S. forces have already accounted for six planes, four subs, and an air craft carrier according to a radio report.—Our position this morning was 38 degrees S and 21 degrees E—We received our pay to-day, I had $18 coming but I only drew $5, for I don’t believe I’ll need it very badly.—I would feel a lot better if we get in to-morrow for there are rumors of subs following us and besides everyone seems to be getting restless.—I have the 2400 to 0400 watch to-night.  Lights out.

12.9.15

The eternal bowl smolders on this coldest of mornings and the sun emerges from behind the wall and warmth encourages life to move. 

One week to go, ha ha, the hardest class is in the rear, what do I have to do I have to write religiously for the next week.  A professional statement of sorts to justify why this venerable institution should let this crazy sod enter it’s hallowed halls and make noise like an undeserving eunuch.

Peanuts Christmas is in the background at eight this morning, I have tests to grade, lessons to plan for this afternoon and, that’s it al humda’allah.  

                      Ѡ

This morning’s fresh curd was delicious but my stomach says something else.  Is it the cold, perhaps, was it an early morning headache, maybe, was it news that the airport was attacked last night?  Why would that bother me?  They got a week to make it safer than usual. 
         Ѡ

9:05pm—If there is no flight to Dubai I would have to scramble.  What options?  Go to Kabul.  If there are no flights?  Hello.  Dude, I’m stranded unless I could get to Quetta but I’d need a visa. 

Can I write like an academic?  I don’t know.  My motivation letter is quite unhealthy.  I have to write it again this week.  I also have to complete a lot of paperwork in the next week, please do as much as you can in the next two days of which you’ve got only one class, ok?  Time to reach out.  The room tomorrow morning is going to be dead cold and I really don’t need to get up before seven which means I’ve still got more than an hour with the space heater. 


This is helpful.

12.10.15

Razzaq and Fezel helped me set up the food on a table in tonight’s last class.  Thermoses of green tea and hot water for 3-1 Turkish coffee packets, boxed juices, Pakistani biscuits, Turkish chocolates and for 900 afs a one kilo bag of slightly salty, slightly sweet pine nuts in their very dark brown but easily opened shells.  Said Wali persuaded me the students would like these more than the pistachios, almonds or dried mulberries. 

They are addictive, indeed. 

I have been reassured the airport will be open.  Confident but unsure if you ask me. 

My students and two visitors enjoyed the first 45 minutes of Witness and then the film broke down.  A bad copy I reckon.  Ezra to my right said the Amish look like Muslims.  And if only they lived like Amish, my friend. 

10.29pm

Paddington was fun to watch in Buraimi but it kind of sucked in Kandahar.  The three stooges and Curly were far more entertaining.  Younnis just gave me a wool blanket, thanks dude, he is as cold as I am.  I appreciate it.  Ya, good night.

12.11.15

Younnis brought in a thermos of tea and a bowl of last night’s uneaten biscuits and chocolates.  I left the eight cans of coke and pepsi in the kitchen and explained these were for him.  Why is he being so nice, it’s Friday the guards don’t really have much to do unless it’s keeping the electricity going and it isn’t going today. 

What am I going to do today.  Read, write, sleep. 

and dream with open eyes
under the clear and cool
brilliantly 
blue skies
happiness
in its relative state
for a minute 
I am happy
as a clam
on someone else's plate



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    1. because I didn't travel with my laptop. But I've been reunited with this thing. Happy new year!

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