9.10.12
A good
morning to sleep in. Heavy fog leaves
visibility at a few feet. The dining
room is being painted with a menagerie of light blues, greens and orange. Walking down and trekking up the mountain
yesterday is a good reason to sit today and watch the eagle and hawks glide
amongst the paragliders and consider meaning.
When I
reached the road across from the main temple I hired a taxi to go to the
Jangchug Choeling Monastery. The taxi
driver asked me the usual questions of my country, where am I staying, how long
I am staying and so forth then he wanted to know about the US elections and
without waiting for a response gave his own opinion and went on to give his
schpiel about his own government. At the
Tibetan settlement the thin dark skinned man with thick black-framed glasses
handed me a gold colored sitting Buddha, I said no thanks. “please no
charge”. Never before has a taxi driver
given me anything for free let alone charged me local fares (I paid 300rs, a
fair price I was told).
When I
returned to the guesthouse the carpenters had built a small temple for the
kitchen and considering the number of samyog we have experienced in the recent
weeks this Buddha and the temple must be considered a coincidence as well.
Similar
minds thinking alike. Similar spirits
thinking alike.
I don’t know
when I’ll be trekking to the base camps.
If I go solo then it’s off with hopes I can get a permit along the
trail, though I was told all trekkers must
have their permits before they enter the conservation area, which means
getting the permit in Pokhara. So, when
and will the painters come to room six eventually? Five more days, ten more days has me
finishing closer to October and I’m not crazy about that. And I get the feeling I will go solo because
while Laxman wants to go and Maya is pushing him to do so, there’s too much
going on here and I don’t think his heart is in it, to be honest.
Which is
alright just don’t keep me here with illusions.
So, another date to look at, we’ll wait three or four more days and then
it’ll be back to Pokhara.
A black
mother ship cloud hovers above Sarangkot and the valley slowly turning until it
lowers and the rain begins followed by the disappearance of everything. The painters and the two carpenters continue
inside. Doors, another shelving unit,
windows for the kitchen leaves me choking.
Close and sustained contact with paint fumes left Maya with a closed
eye, eye drops helped this morning and she’s right back into it, sweeping,
instructing those within earshot to move this, clean that and so forth.
The rain
intensifies, the wind picks up. How
would you do living in a monastery with nothing to do but meditate and
study? Does the darkness and intensity
of the weather bring you closer to where you want to be? All severe forms of weather bring some sort
of contemplation, provided all are safe, but even then, that worry or fear of
something imminent is an indirect moment
to contemplate fate, love, God, mercy. Flashes
and rumbles, wind flays the fields and trees.
Suraksha
dropped in after school for a few games of Uno and Hershey’s Dark
Chocolate. I see we’re playing for the
chocolate. In ten days she tells me the
Teej festival starts and she will go to visit sisters and family in Daudana.
“You want to come?” I’d better be trekking by then, kid.
When does
rain fall hard enough?
A call to go
up. Seven pm dinner this week has been
later, debates on color schemes, door sizes…timeless wavelengths who can argue
the symmetry between human souls, such is a testimony and without empirical
evidence, fact, energy flows freely between the pure in heart and
compassionate, that’s right coincidences are our relationship with fourth
dimension, nature and the top brass.

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