Friday, February 5, 2016

color in thought



11:55am— The coloring book’s instructions suggest five minutes a day of coloring reduces enough stress to start the day right.  I colored for thirty minutes standing in the window sill where the light is best with to fill in the tiniest of spaces for a leaf that overlaps another leaf. 

I’m wondering now if I’m coloring for a different reason. 

Day two of the lock down and at seven thirty and just waking up two of my students came to the house.  They were obviously not notified and I made a coffee and continued with Grisham. 

Half the day is done and what have I accomplished other than reading and coloring?  Is this what you call professional development?  Yes, in many ways it is exactly that. 
I think I should go outside and get warm. 

6:14pm—The sun is setting forty five minutes later than the beginning of the year and it was a nice one to be with tonight; two blocks east a group of young boys and girls danced in the street to the familiar drums and snake charming tin whistle, a wedding.  It’s fascinating since I haven’t heard nor seen much of any culture since I arrived in this country six and a half months ago.  Unless of course I forget the customs and traditions at meal times or from what I’ve learned about the Afghani and his country from them in this house, no, it’s all culture, I know.  I guess. 

Every Thursday I pay my food bill which Rezek gives me the tab on a post it note and shows how much he spent every day in groceries.  For breakfast and lunch I spend on average five bucks a day.  Not a bad deal considering today for lunch on the lawn five men ate bowls of spinach, fresh bread and a yogurt salad on its third day and tastes better now. 

The drums continue.  And it’s time to eat.  How is an egg and toast with green tea sound tonight?  Splendid. 

‘do what I love while I can’

10:51pm—

2.5.16

10:03am—I hooked classroom speakers to the pc and behold music I don’t need headphones to listen to.  I can hear James Taylor anywhere in the room.  Wow.  Friday morning is the only day where I usually don’t see or deal with anyone in the house, a chance to wash clothes, watch a movie, read, and that’s about it dammit.


All right, I’m all set to do something productive.  Tea at hand, sugar free oatmeal biscuits to my right, the space heater to my left, I just finished my last biscuit, ok, here we go.

10:49pm—City power returned today after 2 weeks of nothing and the geyser got hot and I took a much needed shower after an afternoon dune bashing in the deserts an hour south of Aino Mina.  It was the first chance I’ve had to see a little bit of the region, once out of the city limits the landscape changes to empty wheat fields, brick kilns and homes made of mud with nary a wire anywhere for miles and there is the desert, separated by a stream that begins a few provinces north where it is a river.  This is a popular place to hang out if you’ve got a car to get here. 

There were a number of things I’d been ruminating and hoped I’d remember them when I got to sit down here and I can’t remember shit.  Give me a minute, give me a cigarette, Lord we’re smoking too many of these, ya’ll hearing?

Coldplay, I remember, am I the only one who sees the pattern they keep singing about?  I know it wouldn’t bother anyone to know.

Oh, and it was a surprise to me reading Grisham’s ‘Gray Mountain’ of similar tragedies and cover ups happening in Flint.  When is someone gonna sue everyone involved.  Someone has to be prosecuted, right?

Was there something else, I can’t remember it’s time, really to sleep.


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