I guess it’s called space ambient. Well, it works when there is stuff that needs
attention. How? Everything is put into a queue and then each
item of business is taken care of. Space
music has to be relative, right? It
clears and settles the mind at the moment and then I see ok, let’s do this,
this can wait and voila! I am
finished.
Even though departure plans will pick up I’m sure in a
few weeks I’ll start making a visit here and there, it feels today as if I am
never leaving this place. Would that be
a symptom of cabin fever? Transport
comes in two and half hours.
I took a Xanax a few minutes ago and if I remember I’ll
take a midday one and then one tonight.
I’d like to see if somehow it removes anxiety and lets me be the best I
can be under the circumstances and i don't see anxiety among the impoverished displaced could be ok, but if it doesn’t and it
leaves me drowsy there’s nowhere to lay down at the campus. I’m feeling drowsy right now and I no longer
like this spacey ambience.
This is a little better. Ok, let’s do something.
7:22pm—In the office I had a
large chocolate donut and an Americano and I just barely made it back to the
cloister four hours later. Good heavens what’s going on with
those two? So now I should eat but I
don’t feel like eating. A bowl of
cereal? A bowl of Heinz beef and veggie
stew, I don’t know but I feel like cheerios and a banana. Some dinner, eh? No pancakes?
No. French toast? No.
Pasta? Maybe tomorrow. There’s nothing else. I do have two cans of corn. What can I do with these? Buy some potatoes, heavy milk, I’ll see
what’s missing online. An onion, pork
sausage would be nice but, minced meat would be nice but…We’ll see, a veggie
chowder is very doable. I think.
How was the cheerios and a banana? It was good.
A cup of tea now? With
biscuits? Will it be enough for the day?
Then I’ll eat something else please.
One class today.
Two students came by to see their marks, they thought they would be in
the nineties. Confident but…And another
student came into take the final exam.
he passed the class. And that was
it. One present student today said the
class is boring we are going so slow. Six
pages a week. Six pages 4.5 hours. The difference between the highest and lowest
mark for the last test is 57 to 91. I
don’t know. I do seem to be going faster
but I don’t have additional resources unless I go with the musical exercise
starring Tevya.
Listening Exercise ‘Conditionals’
1. Record how
many times the man says the words ‘If’ and ‘I’d’
I have to think of more questions.
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