What is becoming a priority is a
check list of everything I have to do to mail, (yes, mail!) the student visa
requirements because there is a lot of shit I gotta do.
I look through youtube and stopped listening to cable tv news political
clips after five minutes of newt gingrich on fox news. Even the late night show hosts are losing
steam and interest is waning, bring on summer and baseball and
doing whatever you can do to enjoy life this summer. Swimming in fresh water lakes is a good
thing.
If I don’t have to go to nyc or dc, al humdallah
perhaps I can still buy a car or something to drive up north.
that would be a good thing, too.
A summer in Michigan sounds really good now. The UP.
Copper Harbor. Isle Royale? Never been there. This could be a very good summer.
Unless it would be prudent to get myself back to Leuven
if that becomes a reality and find a place and begin settling in for a late
September start. I still wonder about
it. Back in a classroom as a student feels
odd but not as odd if I were gonna do this in Southern California.
An ancient city, respect for the thinkers who need an
environment with the intensity of energy like minded people give off,and then there are large books and writing papers, that kind of scares me and learning
new research methods 21st century style. That’s right I earned my masters in the last
century.
Meanwhile there has been no news from the Lithuanians,
thank goodness for spell check, right?
I woke up fitfully at one forty so I took a Xanax and
went right back to sleep. Was THAT the
Xanax? Could it have worked that
fast? I don’t know but if it is giving
me an unadulterated six to eight hours of sleep, I’m almost out of it.
4:29pm—I produced a one page
resume and since 1990 I have held 12 jobs, the shortest job was 8 weeks and the
longest was four years. This does not
however, include two jobs I was moonlighting and there was one and the only one
which I absconded from. So, 15 jobs in
26 years. It is nothing other than
nomadic.
An overcast afternoon, it is pleasant. I finished marking the new classes’ first ten
percent worth test and if there is some motivation I could use some video. I am hoping that I can put a little extra
stuff in this class before that toefl thing begins.
And why haven’t I had lunch? It’s a
good question and it may have to do with a combination of natural and synthetic
agencies that are leaving me comfortably numb but not too incapacitated though
lying down on the bed it looking rewarding.
It’s been a long time since J listened to him, first peter one…3-5
The best life is to come, that is life in heaven. This life on earth is nothing. Well, sir I'd have to disagree just a tad but it's the lunch bell. The tests in life demonstrate where your standing is in heaven. Ah if you only knew it's all a game, we're all pawns in a collusion between God and his created evil dude. Well I guess I’m gonna find out
real soon. the assurance of our salvation.. When one doesn't have no talk of all this nonsense. Best rest assured is when you do good things without thinking.
7:22pm
Spotty the cat is outside my window and he is crying I
think he wants to come in. I see, a pale
orange cat is having a few things to say and he is talking. I encouraged him to jump up and he did and
I led him to the kitchen and gave him some crumbled cheddar and a bowl of
diluted milk and when he stopped to get
a breather I picked up the bowl went out to the front porch and he continued to
drink and I went inside.
Tony Campolo.Right on still, brother. I’m tired of people suffering, too. Good nite.
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